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Monday, February 26, 2007


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should i be happy or what?
that i am in the SYF band yet
playing other people parts for SYF?

i dont know i really dont know what the hell
does my SL think that by changing our part
is something call "try out and see how"

that single SHIT we give and the return was
anger and sadness .

i cant decieve myself that
yes,this is what i want to play in SYF
for the 2months of work and despite
of sickness and parents nagging grades
dropping, i came for it and putting my best for what
i can achieve.

now, i have to switch my goal
to achieve what people have already achieve
and begin everything from the start again!

my 2 months of hardwork just
go to the drain like that !

so the meaning in joining SYF is already not there
not playing my own parts.

the feeling of anger is stronger than
the feeling of satifaction and enjoyment.

nissah and i are angry and disapoint that
our parts have change.

for "him" she have to give up her
safari snare drum part which she practice
from the start she get the score.

for "him" david have to give up his
jericho bass drum part which he is very
happy when he got it.

and "she" totally made our last SYF
with our BATCH and SENIORS a
terrible and disapointment and
lousy one.

it is my last as its the last one i get to play
with my batch which is nissah joey and syahir.
and "she" plus "him"

then if want to change part
why dont want to take
SL part the tomb tomb
and give it to "him"

why must take nissah one.
you just hurt our dignity
making us think we are lousy
because you change our parts
in that nick of time.

I WANT MY PARTS BACK
even if i fail
i also want to FAIL BY PLAYING MY PARTS
AND NOT OTHERS.

SUPER UNFAIR.
HATE YOU!.









SHERMINE
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Monday, February 26, 2007